Been having these negative feelings & energy..
My mornings are ugly. My nights are even hideous.
Feeling exhausted; both physic and mind.
With things that happened (and some are still happening) consumed all the energy in both of us. Well all of us to be exact. The hospital, the flood (oh yes, we experienced flood 2 weeks ago), the collapsed ceiling, the messy clutter house, the maid/nanny search, and the list keeps going on....
The house is such a mess now. The ceiling in our room had collapsed (and 3 others on the following week). The carpenter had fixed mine and the one on the stairs, leaving the balcony and living room remain open. Why not fixing it altogether? Cause initially Agung 'stole' the carpenter to make time to fix ours, whilst they're in the middle of another project. So regarding the other 2 unfixed ceiling, they actually have to find a schedule to do it. oh well...
That is mess #1. Now mess #2. A clutter house.
The flood affecting the whole storage in the house. Which makes nenek put out all the things inside the closet and scatter (ok. scatter is a strong word) it on the furniture and my room. We have piles and piles of linen and clothes inside plastic bags. So it is more of piles of plastic bags...
I read somewhere how clutter can draws positive energy and turns into a negative energy.
How reorganizing the storage and throwing away any unused items, can also be philosophically means making space for us 'to breathe'.
Our room consist of two area, the bedroom and the work/dresser space. When I moved in 2 years ago I realize how packed the room was. Now with the addition of me and little princess here, the room is just not tidy enough to cater our needs. And with the circumstances we are dealing right now, the feeling is just sooo dragging.
I would LOVE to make change, not just yapping in here. Been planning on making new storage system for our junk. Been imagining what and how my new storage and containers will fit into the room. But, yes there will always 'A But', relating to the circumstances we have now the storage and de-clutter might just have to wait...
Hopefully sooner than later.... Please....
My mornings are ugly. My nights are even hideous.
Feeling exhausted; both physic and mind.
With things that happened (and some are still happening) consumed all the energy in both of us. Well all of us to be exact. The hospital, the flood (oh yes, we experienced flood 2 weeks ago), the collapsed ceiling, the messy clutter house, the maid/nanny search, and the list keeps going on....
The house is such a mess now. The ceiling in our room had collapsed (and 3 others on the following week). The carpenter had fixed mine and the one on the stairs, leaving the balcony and living room remain open. Why not fixing it altogether? Cause initially Agung 'stole' the carpenter to make time to fix ours, whilst they're in the middle of another project. So regarding the other 2 unfixed ceiling, they actually have to find a schedule to do it. oh well...
That is mess #1. Now mess #2. A clutter house.
The flood affecting the whole storage in the house. Which makes nenek put out all the things inside the closet and scatter (ok. scatter is a strong word) it on the furniture and my room. We have piles and piles of linen and clothes inside plastic bags. So it is more of piles of plastic bags...
I read somewhere how clutter can draws positive energy and turns into a negative energy.
How reorganizing the storage and throwing away any unused items, can also be philosophically means making space for us 'to breathe'.
Our room consist of two area, the bedroom and the work/dresser space. When I moved in 2 years ago I realize how packed the room was. Now with the addition of me and little princess here, the room is just not tidy enough to cater our needs. And with the circumstances we are dealing right now, the feeling is just sooo dragging.
I would LOVE to make change, not just yapping in here. Been planning on making new storage system for our junk. Been imagining what and how my new storage and containers will fit into the room. But, yes there will always 'A But', relating to the circumstances we have now the storage and de-clutter might just have to wait...
Hopefully sooner than later.... Please....
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